Had a crazy night. I awoke thinking about my friend Daryl. He killed himself 6 years back over his girl who kept lying to him and cheating. From the outside he looked so good. Money, cars, home he could of had any girl. But his love for one woman held him back. Now my good brother is dead, and I seen his girl last night at a Rutgers party with her new boyfriend.
Sometimes a persons death saves another persons life. Nobody is worth you hurting yourself. After your dead and gone, that person is just going to move on and screw the next person.
If you cannot have a honest faithful relationship with a person then leave them. Don’t look back. In the end it will be only you hurting inside. If the other person cared they would not hurt you.
Daryl we your real friends still miss you. Brother, you don’t know what the thought of you did for me this morning. You reminded me of who I really am. The Creator put your ex in front of me when I wasn’t feeling real right, so that can remember, your story and the pain that you went through. The pain that we went through losing you over some chick who did not love you enough to be real. Just know she is still hopping meat 2 meat. 29 years old messing with some crooked tooth college kid. A squirrel searching for a nut. I love you brother. I’m going do me. Your still my strength when I needed a release.
ReplyDeleteWhen a break up happens you feel depressed and sometimes want to die. It will get better.
ReplyDeleteBe strong. God will guide you to a better person.
ReplyDeleteYou can't love anybody before you love yourself. So love and live for yourself.
ReplyDeleteWow Im Sorry Love is a crazy thinq in life; Im sorry your brother died. . Some Women are just like that and many you cant chanqe because its already to late; Move on; do somethinq fun in your life taht she was holdinqq you back from? Find somthinq that makes you happy, Dont waste your time thinkinqq about her because sadly i knowe she isnt thinkinqq about you so why waste your time on someone that thinks your always wronq and puttinqq you down;. . ! Its all qunna be okay truste God && have faith in him and anythinqq can happen!
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